I'm not dead, guys!!!

I just lost motivation to post anything here on NG for the time being -_-

Today is my last day of school. Holy hell, time flies fast.

I still remember the first day of school as if it happened yesterday. For that, I will say that going to school during a pandemic was a nervous experience. I didn't know how everything was gonna work, especially since everyone was online during the first few weeks of school. I had to work out how to log into the Teams meeting, and work out turning in my assignments on time.

Luckily, we were given to choose the option to continue doing online or switch to in-person learning. I chose the latter. I had to wear a mask, and everyone was social distancing. It really sucked, because not only were most of my friends from school were online, but the classes started earlier in the day than online. On the flip side, there was more time per class period (an hour and a half instead of 55 minutes online).

All in all, going to school during this time taught me how to adjust in a difficult situation. There were a few setbacks (as in, a few assignments I wasn't able to turn in online, and another project that had water spilled over it), but I think I did pretty great overall.

PICONJO NOTICED ME!! :D

(A/N: This is just a collection of writings I made off the top of my head.)

"A blue bird"

A blue bird flew to me

It showed me a place

A place to be free, creative, and happy

I soon saw the truth

It was a hell

A hell where all kindness dies

A painful death

I'm faced with a choice

Should I stay or should I go?

"The Eyes"

They follow me

They see into my soul

Peering, watching, looking

They look at me

Watching my every move

Scrutinizing everything I do

Why can't they leave?

"What If?"

I sometimes look back at my life and wonder what would have happened if certain things in my life didn't happen. What if I never joined social media? What if I never shared my creations with the world? What if I never pursued my dream to become an artist or a voice actor? What if I never met the people in my life who would eventually become my closest friends? What if I never made it this far? What if it all ended before it even began?

What then?

And that is all for now. Should I do more of these? Let me know! :3

Everything was fun, and I quickly got the hang of things...

...Until I got to Week 7.

I barely survived Guns, and I got blueballed on Stress.

Cancel culture is a bitch, I'm telling you.

You say ONE thing on social media, and people will hound on you for it.

It's another reason why I've lost faith in humanity.

Never thought I'd get myself in this scenario, but here we are.

So uh, my name's Yuri (not my irl name, just an alias). I'm a nonbinary voice actor and artist who wants to make their mark on the world.

I just want to have a place where I can post my art other than Twitter (especially knowing the craphole it's been recently).

I hope I have a fun time here! (Also my post mood is Nene bc why not, and she's one of my fav characters)

My Twitter: https://twitter.com/YuriHaru567

My Discord (fastest way to contact me): YuriHaru567#2330